Mo: 'My life is on hold' 

Silhouette of Mo in the asylum center

In the asylum center, Mo (39), who fled Iran, has been hoping for months for a new start in his life. Waiting is depressing, he knows. 'It messes up your thoughts.' 

He got the call on his way to school in Tehran. There he taught Iranian children to speak English. Education is his passion and his life, and he was proud of the school where poorer children received perhaps the best education in the entire city. But the phone call in the summer of 2022 changed everything. Mo: 'It was the pastor. “The clandestine church has been discovered,” he said. “They are arresting everyone. Run!” It felt like the ground was disappearing from under my feet.'  

Locked up 

'I was born a Muslim, but I converted to Christianity. That is extremely dangerous in Iran. In what seemed like the longest second of my life, I made the most difficult decision: to flee.' He destroyed his phone card and cut all the ties. He had not intended to end up in the Netherlands. Because he speaks fluent English, he wanted to go to London. But the people smuggler left him in a room near Schiphol. 'I was more or less locked up for weeks, I didn't even know which village or city I was in,' says Mo. 'As an illegal alien, I couldn't leave the house, that was emphasized to me. Those were my darkest months, I went crazy from doing nothing and depressed from the hopelessness.' 

Mo in the corridors of the asylum center

I became depressed from the hopelessness.

When the food ran out, he had to go outside. In the supermarket he met a Dutch couple, whom he helped carry their groceries. More meetings followed and after a while Mo dared to ask for help. 'I had to. The smuggler didn't show up anymore, the landlord wanted to throw me out. I was on the street, without money.' His new friends, fellow believers, gave him shelter in their own house. 'I am eternally grateful to them.'  

Together they looked at the options and decided that Mo had to report to the nearest police station. There he was given a day ticket to Ter Apel, where his procedure began. After six days in the overcrowded asylum seekers' centre, he moved to the tent camp in Nijmegen. And later to Budel. Mo is now staying in Goes, in a Van der Valk hotel that serves as a reception centre. He has been waiting there for months for his second interview by the IND. 

'Going crazy' 

Mo doesn't sit still while waiting. 'Do something. I advise every refugee to do that. Waiting can drive you crazy. Doing nothing is lurking, but that confuses your thoughts. Make yourself useful, use whatever talent you have.' His talent is English, so he does translation work wherever he can. For refugees who only speak Farsi, but also for Christian social media channels. He teaches language to other asylum seekers and does volunteer work in local church communities and as a teaching assistant at a primary school. Two days a week he helps the teacher with printing and preparing lessons. Sometimes he also runs simple lessons with the children.  

My language level was quickly at basic level A2.

Mo uses the UAF Academy in the asylum seekers' center

Self study 

Although he is still in the procedure, Mo has already met the UAF. 'We have had exploratory talks about my possibilities. I want to contribute to society, because I am indebted to the Netherlands and the Dutch.' Mo has already learned some Dutch on the online platform of the UAF Academy. 'I quickly reached basic A2 level.' Because Mo also wants to master the grammatical basics, he invests a lot of time in self-study. 'Language is key. I have already sent my CV to numerous educational institutions. They require me to speak fluent Dutch. Rightly so, so I am working hard on that.'

Future plan 

Ask him about his future plans and he sighs. 'Safety is the first goal. The practical translation of that is a status. That process takes up most of my attention. Only when my safety is concrete can I start a new beginning with full focus. And although I certainly don't sit still, until then my life is on hold.' 

For security reasons, Mo is not recognizable in the image.

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